Things can't always work out the way you'd like them to, such as in the case with B and I. It's been good, it's been rough and it's just not meant to be for us. It didn't end as I had hoped or expected, but things like this rarely do.
It's had a pretty rocky beginning, but today is the day I turn the page and start the next chapter of my life (thanks for the analogy, Miss Lora). I'm broke after last night's trip to the vet, I've got a sick kitty at home and will probably be doing laundry daily for the next week to try to keep up with his accidents and have yet another ex who decided now was the best time to get back in touch with me...Double Yoo Tee EFF, Cosmos? I'm taking it as a clear sign to step back for a minute and get happy and healthy again. For myself. By myself.
Thankfully, I am supremely adept at perseverance in the face of adversity. I look at it this way:
1) Wilson is a great cat, and pays back every penny I expend with his cuddling skills and that cute coo that gets me every time.
2) Being single again means that I will have abundant time to focus on my 5k training and side gigs. Maybe I can finally teach myself to play my guitar and get my orchids to bloom.
3) I may not be going to Disney Land, but that doesn't mean my vacation is blown - I've got a new car and free gas and I'm sure something will work out.
4) I can catch up on Dexter and never have to watch another Top Chef ever again. Amen and hallelujah.
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